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It's a hard mistake... When we collide - we break...

 

It has been a long time since I posted here. I'm thinking of deleting this page but then again I still haven't done so. Anyways, I think my fellow bloggers here in motime are nonexistent anymore.

posted by: brattyblue at 08/25/08 05:45 | link | comments |

love not by degrees

never a choice.

posted by: brattyblue at 12/05/07 19:34 | link | comments (3) |

Morbid? Not Really...

The Weirdest Thing That You Could Ever Do. Is To Listen To The Last Sound That You Can Ever Make.

posted by: brattyblue at 10/20/07 19:20 | link | comments |

surround

here,
then gone.
so soon,
then gone.

posted by: brattyblue at 09/20/07 22:31 | link | comments |

Angels/Losing/Sleep

Looks like the Holy Ghost is gone
Now your afraid of yourself
Over your shoulder you have to watch
Heaven fall into hell
Looks like your boat's about to sink
So it's time to prepare
Even the angels are losing sleep
And the sidewalks are bare

It's like the calm before the storm
You better swim
Just like it's cold before it's warm
You'll get back here again
I'll wait...
I'll wait I'll wait till you fall from grace
It's the calm before the storm
It's there then it's gone

It looks like the wall was in your head
Not your heart
Just when you think it's figured out
Well it all falls apart

Looks like the holy ghost is gone
Looks like the holy ghost is gone
Looks like the walls in your head
Looks like the wall was in your head
Was in your head

It's the calm before the storm
It's like the calm before the storm
You better swim
Just like it's cold before it's warm
You'll get back here again
I'll wait...
I'll wait I'll wait till you fall from grace
It's the calm before the storm
It's there then it's gone

*****

Whoa! Dead tired. It was a long day. First day, first of month. Terrific.

Since it was our first day (again), this time for our product specs training, we had to introduce ourselves again.

And what a fortunate start, I had to start the intro. Whoa.

There are questions given like, what's your real name, preferred name, schools, previous work,  3 wishes you want to be granted, 3 super powers you want to have, why this company, how can you save the world, something unique about yourself and lastly, what is love?

I was able to answer all the given questions without a hassle except for the last question...

All I could ever say was... I don't know what love is.

Whoa.

Sure, some people would say, love is a feeling, love is sacrifice, love is a decision, blah blah blah blah.

I used to think it was a feeling. A strong one, that you could do whatever for the person you "love" because you can and you will, whatever happens.

I used to think it was sacrifice, because you would give up everything, just to let the person you "love" knows and feel that you "love" them.

And so they say, it is a decision, because, you will be the person to decide who will be the person that you will "love".

Heck, I don't know. Seriously.

I'm not bitter, hell. No.

It's just that, I don't know, maybe because of the failed relationships that I had that is why, I can not define "love" anymore.

I know, it is a strong word. And it is undefinable. As what I've said before ending the INTRO ME part of the day :  If I feel it, then I would be able to answer this.


Sickness time think of it
I don't know why
Abuse you think that you're down
The wheels they're metal
something

posted by: brattyblue at 08/05/07 02:40 | link | comments |